life is beautiful... bullshit. <zer0>

| Friday, January 16, 2009 | 03:30 am |

it is one of those that time again.

Currently Listening To - The Frames - Finally


sometimes, i just feel envious to those people who have a job. yes, a job that actually pays regularly on a monthly basis. of course i'm envious, as i dun have a job at the moment. but those who are employed would seriously agree when i say, 'a perfect job is a fairy tale.'

i've been searching (and waiting) high and low for 'that' job, but i think its about time to just give it up.

actually, i gave up quite sometime ago. as what others have advised me, lower your expectations. and i did. i think the others should advised the employers to do the same. crap.

the reason is, i'm currently on the verge of either refuse a job which requires me to be outstation for 5 months straight. which is... a bit to much for me. well, i dont mind being outstation, but at least i have these small intervals where i can go back home, kick back and relax. (or perhaps do the photography which i really love). but that wont happen if i take this job lah.

its like being sailing on a ship, except this is on land.

its either i suck it up, and take whatever is thrown on me, or just back off.

crap. this is hard.

let me list out the pros and cons.

pros.
- away from home (which means the nagging, the being yelled at)
- go to new places
- SALARY
- experience

cons.
- away from home (the comfort of my own room)
- new places which is seriously away from civilization (sort of)
- ditch my photography (the last thing i'm passionate about)
- away from her
- away from her
-away from... you know what.

see. if i take the job, i have to stand 5 months away. if i dont, then i dont know when on earth i'm gonna get a job that PAYS. dilemma?

crap.

i think i might turn down the job if i could get at least 4 photography jobs in a month. i might even consider fulltime photography.

care to help anyone?

i think not.

i'm so dead.


zer0... has spoken.

zer0^youtuber
February 6, 2009   10:25 PM PST
 
while thank you for your advice. but apparently these past few days i was to caught up with work, that i didnt notice your post here.

and because of that, i kinda left the job as not for being picky or choosy or err... picky lah. its kinda long winding to explain it here, and i believe, those who know me well knows the reason why lah.

anyways, your advice is noted, and let us all hope that tomorrow'll brings even better opportunity for us.

and it doesnt hurt to state who you are rite? cheers
youtuber
January 31, 2009   02:41 PM PST
 

why don't u just start from the scratch. and stop being choosy.

in this time around with the economic crisis n all, it's better to be settled with what you can get.

later when it's stable and u get enough experience to boast about then be choosy as much as u want.


zer0
January 19, 2009   01:31 PM PST
 
nak reject jugaaaaaak!

aku bukan macam ngko. gagah perkasa LDR.

*tapi meraung gak nak kerja KL kan kan kan? kui kui kui!*
abduls
January 18, 2009   08:57 PM PST
 
5 bulan tu bukan lama. pergi kerja!

jgn menggedik nak reject, aku sungkit lutut kau nanti.

(ada gaya macam abang tiri tak?)

mamin tak lari gi mana. paling kuat pon dia balik kuantan. kerja kuat2, simpan duit, kawen.
Miss Y(OU)
January 17, 2009   07:43 PM PST
 
*ehem*
zer0
January 16, 2009   04:48 PM PST
 
5 bulan. mati weeeeey.

from my past experience. LDR (long-dis relationship) is really nt my thing.

seriously.
miss H
January 16, 2009   08:37 AM PST
 
i vote for kerja!
absence makes the heart grow fonder!

:)
5 bulan akan berlalu jika kita tak pikirkan dia sangat. betul.

 

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